Had this paper today, felt so surreal. It felt like I was in a dream, one that I woke up and forgot about. But it would be like a premonition, one that I did not concern myself with, which later I'll find myself wallowing in pain and disappointment when the time comes for the truth to surface. Somehow I'm numb to the craziness, so it did not matter much that I lack the knowledge. Already it has been too much of a burden; I am glad it will be over soon.
Well anyway, it's only 5 days more to my Virginia trip. A 3 months vacation, and I had previously thought time will pass fast. But while I was studying for one of the exams I thought about time I was to spend in the States, and it occured to me that it was going to be a 3 months trip! Wow...felt kind of intimidated by the sheer length of time. I took comfort however, in the fact that I have my friends with me, and my sister as well. It's going to be 3 crazy months, an experience of a lifetime.
I mean, come on, be a ride operator?? When do you get a chance like that? After graduation it will be work work work...and then more boring work...office politics, back-stabbing to get that promotion that you desire, forming alliances, cutting people off...blah blah...
Of course this chance did not come easy. The greatest hurdle was the $3000++ we had to pay just to get ourselves there, and speaking of it still makes my heart ache.
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